Maria Valtorta
(Conclusion)
275. Avarice and the Foolish Rich
Man.
10th and 14th September
1945.
Jesus
is on one of the hills on the western coast of the lake. The towns and villages
spread on both shores are displayed under His eyes. Directly under the hill are
Magdala and Tiberias, the former with its luxurious district strewn with
gardens, clearly separated from the poor houses of fishermen, peasants and
common people by a little torrent now completely dry; the latter magnificent in
every quarter, a town unaware of misery and decay, looking beautiful and fresh
in the sunshine before the lake. Between the two towns there are a few but well
kept vegetable‑gardens on the short plain, while olive‑trees climb the hill
conquering it. From this hill‑top one can see behind Jesus the saddles of the
Mount of Beatitudes, at the foot of which there is the main road which goes from
the Mediterranean Sea to Tiberias. Perhaps Jesus has chosen this place because
it is so close to a very busy road, and thus people can come here from many
towns both on the lake and in the inland of Galilee, and then go back home in
the evening or find hospitality in many of the towns. The climate is also mild
because of the height and also because the tall trees on the upper slopes have
replaced the olive‑trees.
There
are in fact many people besides the apostles and disciples. People who need
Jesus for health reasons, or for advice, people who have come out of curiosity,
or led by friends or in a spirit of imitation. In brief, there is a large crowd.
The season, which is no longer hot but tends to the languid pleasantness of
autumn, encourages pilgrims to come in search of the
Master.
Jesus
has cured sick people and has spoken to the crowd on the subject of wealth
unjustly attained and detachment therefrom, as is necessary in everyone who
wishes to gain Heaven and is essential in those who want to be His disciples. He
is now replying to the questions of this or that rich disciple, who is somewhat
upset by such requirement.
John,
the scribe, says: «Must I destroy what I have, thus depriving my family of what
is due to them? »
«No.
God gave you some property. Let it be useful to Justice and make just use of it.
That is, assist your family by means of it, which is your duty; treat your
servants humanely, and that is charity; help the poor, and the poor disciples in
need. Your wealth thus will not be a hindrance, but an aid.»
Then
addressing the crowds He says: «I solemnly tell you that also the poorest
disciple can be in the same danger of losing Heaven through attachment to
riches, if he acts against justice by coming to terms with rich people, after he
has become a priest of Mine. A rich or wicked man will often endeavour to seduce
you with gifts to make you agreeable to his way of living and to his sin. And
among My ministers there will be some who will yield to the temptation of
presents. That must not happen. Follow the Baptist's example. Although he was
not a judge or a magistrate, he possessed the perfection of judge and magistrate
as pointed out in Deuteronomy: "You must be impartial, you must take no bribes,
for a bribe blinds wise men's eyes and jeopardises the cause of the just". Too
often man allows the edge of the sword of justice to be blunted by the gold
which a sinner rubs on it. No, that must not happen. Learn how to be poor, how
to die, but never come to terms with sin. Not even with the excuse of using that
gold for the poor. It is cursed gold and would bear no good. It is the gold of a
disgraceful compromise. You have been appointed masters that you may be masters,
doctors and redeemers. What would you be, if your own interest led you to agree
to wickedness? Masters of evil science, doctors who kill their patients, not
redeemers but parties to the ruin of hearts.»
One
of the crowd comes forward and says: «I am not a disciple. But I do admire You.
Answer this question of mine: "Is it lawful to keep the money of another
person?" »
«No,
man. It is larceny, like robbing the purse of a
passer‑by.»
«Eaven
if it is family money? »
«Of
course. It is not right that one should take possession of the money belonging
to all the others.»
«Then
come to Abelmaim, Master, on the road to Damascus, and order my brother to share
with me the inheritance of our father who died without leaving a written will.
He took everything for himself. And remember that we are twins, born at the
first and only birth. So I have the same rights as he
has.»
Jesus
looks at him and says: «It is a painful situation and your brother is certainly
not behaving righteously. But all I can do is to pray for you and for him, that
he may change, and I can come to your village and evangelize and thus touch his
heart. The road is no burden to Me if I can bring about peace between
you.»
The
man becomes furious and bursts out: «What's the use of Your words? It takes much
more than that in this case! »
«Did
you not tell Me to order your brother to...»
«To
order is not to evangelize. An order is always joined to a threat. Threaten to
strike his person, if he does not give me what is due to me. You can do that. As
You give health You can give a disease.»
«Man,
I came to convert, not to strike. But if you have faith in My words, you will
have peace.»
«Which
words? »
«I
told you that I will pray for you and for your brother, that you may be
comforted and he may be converted.»
«Nonsense!
I am not such a fool as to believe that. Come and order.»
Jesus,
Who has been meek and patient,
becomes impressive and severe. He straightens up ‑ before He was bending over
the little stout angry man ‑ and He says: «Man, who appointed Me judge or
arbitrator between you? Nobody. But to avoid a rupture between two brothers I
was willing to come and practise My mission of conciliator and redeemer, and if
you had believed My words, on going back to Abelmaim you would have found your
brother already changed. But you will not believe. And you will have no miracle.
If you had been able to get hold of the treasure before your brother, you would
have kept it, depriving your brother of it, because as it is true that you were
born twins, it is also true that you have twin passions and both you and your
brother have but one love: gold, and one faith: gold. Be therefore with your
faith. Goodbye.»
The
man goes away cursing Jesus while all the people present are scandalised and
would like to punish him.
But
Jesus objects saying: «Let him go. Why dirty your hands striking a brute? I
forgive him because he is possessed and led astray by the demon of gold. Forgive
him as well. Let us rather pray for the unhappy man so that he may become humane
again with a beautiful free soul.»
«That
is true. Even his countenance was dreadful because of his greed. Did you notice
it? » the disciples and those who were close to the miser ask one
another.
«That
is true, indeed! He did not look the same person as
before.»
«Yes.
And when he rejected the Master, he almost struck Him while cursing Him, and his
countenance was demoniac.»
«A
tempting demon. He wanted to lead the Master to
wickedness...»
«Listen » says Jesus. «It is true that the alterations of the spirit are reflected on one's face. It is as if the demon appeared on the surface of his possession. Only few people who are demons, either in deeds or appearance, do not disclose what they are. And those few are perfect in evil and perfectly possessed. The countenance of a just man, instead, is always beautiful, even if his face is materially disfigured, because of a supernatural beauty, which from the interior exudes exteriorly. And it is not just a saying, but a real fact, that we notice a bodily freshness as well in those who are free from vices. The soul within us envelops our whole being. The stench of a corrupt soul affects also the body, whereas the scent of a pure soul preserves it. A corrupt soul drives the flesh to obscene sins, which age and disfigure the body. A pure soul incites the body to a pure life, which grants a fresh complexion and imparts majesty.
Endeavour to keep your youth spiritually pure, or to revive it, if you have already lost it, and beware of greed, both for sensual pleasures and for power. The life of man does not depend on the abundance of his wealth, neither in present life and much less in the next one, eternal life. It depends instead on his way of living, as well as his happiness, both on the earth and in Heaven. Because a vicious man is never really happy. On the contrary, a virtuous man is always happy with a celestial joy, even if he is poor and alone. Not even death upsets him. Because he has no sins or remorse making him fear to meet God, neither does he regret what he leaves on the earth. He knows that his treasure is in Heaven and like a man who goes to take the inheritance due to him, a holy inheritance, he goes happily and solicitously towards death, which opens to him the gate of the Kingdom where is his treasure.
Store
up your treasure at once. Begin in your youth, you young people; work
incessantly, you older people, who are closer to death because of your age. But
since the date of death is unknown, and a child often dies before a venerable
old man, do not postpone the work of storing up your treasure of virtues and
good deeds for the next life, lest death should reach you before you have placed
a treasure of merits in Heaven. Many people say: "Oh! I am young and strong! I
will enjoy myself for the time being on the earth, and I will turn later". A big
mistake!
Listen
to this parable. A rich man's estate had yielded a good harvest. A really
miraculous harvest. He looks happily at so much abundance piling up in his
fields and threshing‑floors and which is to be stored in provisional sheds and
even in the rooms of his house, since his barns cannot hold it all, and says: 'I
have worked like a slave but I have not been disappointed by my fields. I have
worked as much as for ten harvests, and I am going to rest just as long. What
shall I do to put away all this crop? I do not want to sell it otherwise I would
be compelled to work to have a new crop next year. This is what I will do: I
will knock down my granaries and build larger ones, capable of holding all my
crops and my goods. And then I will say to my soul: 'Oh, my soul! You have aside
goods for many years. Rest, therefore, eat, drink and have a good time' ". The
man, like many more people, mistook his soul for his body and mixed the sacred
and the profane, because in actual fact a soul does not rejoice in revelries and
idleness, but languishes. And the man, like many, after the first good harvest
in the fields of virtue, stopped, as he thought he had done
everything.
But
do you not know that once you have laid your hand on the plough you must
persevere for one, ten, one hundred years, as long as your life lasts, because
to stop is a crime against oneself, as one denies oneself a greater glory, and
it is a regression, because generally he who stops not only does not proceed
further, but turns back? The treasure of Heaven must increase year by year to be
good. Because if Mercy is benign to those also who had few years to store it up,
it will not be an accomplice of lazy people who in a long life do little. It is
a treasure increasing continuously. Otherwise it is no longer a fruit‑bearing
treasure, but an unfruitful one, which is detrimental to the readily available
peace of Heaven.
God said to the foolish man: "Fool! You mistake body and wealth of the earth for what is spirit and you turn the grace of God into evil. This very night the demand will be made for your soul, and it will be taken away and your body will lie lifeless. And this hoard of yours, whose will it be then? Will you take it with you? No. You will come to My presence despoiled of earthly crops and spiritual works and you will be poor in the next life. It would have been better if you had used your crops for works of mercy on behalf of your neighbour and yourself. Because if you had been merciful towards others, you would have been merciful to your own soul. And instead of fostering idle thoughts, you could have plied a trade which would have given an honest profit for your body and great merit for your soul until I called you". And the man died that night and was severely judged. I tell you solemnly that that happens to those who store up treasure for themselves but do not grow rich in the eyes of God.
Go
now and avail yourselves of the doctrine explained to you. Peace be with
you.»
And
Jesus blesses and withdraws into a thicket with His apostles and disciples to
take some food and rest. And while eating He continues to speak on the same
lesson, repeating a subject already explained several times to the apostles and
which I think will never be clarified enough, because man is too easily seized
with foolish fears.
«You
must believe » He says, «that man should worry only about making himself rich in
virtue. But mind you: you must not worry anxiously or painfully. Good is the
enemy of anxiety, of fears, of haste, which still show too many traces of
avarice, jealousy and human mistrust. Let your work be constant, confident,
peaceful, without rough starts and stops, as onagers do. But no one makes use of
them, unless one is mad, to go on a safe journey. Be peaceful in victory and
peaceful in defeat. Also tears shed for an error you made and which grieves you
because by it you have displeased God, must be peaceful, comforted by humility
and trust. Prostration, anger against oneself are always a symptom of pride and
lack of confidence. He who is humble knows that he is a poor man subject to the
miseries of the flesh, which at times triumphs. He who is humble puts his trust
not so much in himself as in God, and is serene also when defeated and says:
"Forgive me, Father. I know that You are aware of my weakness which overwhelms
me at times. I will believe that You pity me. I am fully confident that You will
help me in future even more than heretofore, notwithstanding I please You so
little". Do not be indifferent or avaricious with regard to the gifts of God.
Give generously what you possess of wisdom and virtue.
Be active in spiritual matters as men are with regard to their bodies. And as far as your bodies are concerned do not imitate the people of the world who always tremble for their future, fearing they may lack what is superfluous, that they may be taken ill, or die, that enemies may be harmful, and so on. God knows what you are in need of. Therefore be not afraid for your future. Be free from tears, which are heavier than the chains of galley‑slaves. Do not be anxious about the necessities of life: what you will eat, or drink and how you will clothe yourself. The life of the spirit is worth more than the life of the body and the body is worth more than clothes, because you live with your bodies and not with your clothes and through the mortification of your bodies you help your souls to attain eternal life. God knows how long He will leave your souls in your bodies, and He will give you what is necessary until that hour. He gives it to crows, impure birds which feed on corpses and the reason for their being is just to remove putrifying corpses. And will He not give you what is necessary? Crows have neither larders nor granaries and God feeds them just the same. You are men, not crows. At present you are the cream of men because you are the disciples of the Master, the evangelizers of the world, the servants of God. And can you possibly think that God may neglect you, even for what concerns your clothes, since He takes care of the lilies of the valleys and makes them grow and clothes them with such beautiful robes that Solomon never possessed the like, and yet they do no work but scent worshipping God? It is true that by yourselves you cannot add one tooth to a toothless mouth, or lengthen by one inch a contracted leg, or make dimmed eyes bright. And if you cannot do such things, can you think you may be able to repel misery and diseases and turn dust into food? You cannot. But do not be of little faith. You will always have what you need. Do not worry like the people of the world who strive to satisfy their pleasures. You have your Father Who knows what you need. All you must seek, and it must be your first care, is the Kingdom of God and His justice, and all the rest will be given to you as well.
Be
not afraid, My little flock. My Father was pleased to call you to the Kingdom,
that you may have His Kingdom. You may, therefore, aspire to it and assist the
Father through your good will and holy activity. Sell your property and give the
money to charity, if you are alone. Give your relatives means of subsistence as
compensation for your abandoning the house to follow Me, because it is unfair to
deprive children and wife of their daily bread. And if you cannot sacrifice
money, sacrifice the wealth of your affections. They are money which God
evaluates for what they are: gold which is purer than any other gold; pearls
which are more precious than those taken from the sea, and rubies which are
rarer than those found in the bowels of the earth. Because to renounce one's
family for My sake is love which is more perfect than the purest gold, it is a
pearl made of tears, a ruby made of blood wailing from the wound of one's heart,
torn to pieces by the separation from father and mother, wife and children. But
such purses never wear out, such treasures never fail. Thieves cannot break into
Heaven. Wood‑worms cannot eat what is deposited there. And have Heaven in your
hearts and your hearts in Heaven near your treasures. Because a heart, whether
good or wicked, is with what you consider your dear treasure. So as a heart is
there where its treasure is (in Heaven), so the treasure is there where the
heart is (within you), nay, the treasure is within the heart and with the
treasure of saints, in the heart there is the Heaven of
saints.
Be always ready like those who are about to depart or are waiting for their master. You are the servants of the Master‑God. He can call you where He is any moment, or come where you are. Be, therefore, always ready to go, or to pay Him homage, with work or travelling belt round your waists and lamps lit in your hands. Coming out of a wedding party with one who has preceded you in Heaven and in being consecrated to God on the earth, God may remember that you are waiting and may say: "Let us go to Stephen or to John, or to James and to Peter". And God is fast in coming or saying: "Come". So be ready to open the door to Him when He arrives or to leave, should He call you.
Blessed are those servants whom the Master finds vigilant on His arrival. I tell you solemnly that to reward them for their faithful waiting, He will gird His waist, make them sit at the table and serve them. He may come at the first, or second or third watch. You do not know, so be always vigilant. And you will be happy if you are so and the Master finds you thus! Do not flatter yourselves by saying: "There is time. He will not come tonight". Evil would befall you. You do not know. If one knew when a thief is going to come, one would not leave the house unguarded so that a robber may force the door and coffers. Be prepared as well, because when you least expect Him, the Son of man will come saying: "It is time".»
Peter,
who has even forgotten to finish his food, to listen to the Lord, when he sees
that Jesus is silent, asks: «What You said, is it for us or for everybody?
»
«It
is for you and for everybody. But it is primarily for you, because you are like
stewards put by the Master at the head of the servants and it is your duty to be
twice as vigilant, both as stewards and as simple believers. What must a steward
be like, once he has been put by his master at the head of the servants, so that
he may give each his fair portion at the right moment? He must be shrewd and
loyal, in order to fulfil his own
duty and make his subordinates fulfil theirs. Otherwise the interests of the
master would suffer a loss, whereas he pays so that the steward may act on his
behalf and safeguard his interests while he is away.
Happy is the servant whom the master finds acting loyally, diligently and honestly, on his returning home. I tell you solemnly that he will appoint his steward over other estates, over all his estates, and will relax and rejoice in his heart because of the reliability of his servant. But if the servant says: "Well! My master is very far away and has written to me that he will be delayed in coming back home. So I can do what I like and I will do the necessary when I think he is about to come". And he begins to eat and drink until he gets drunk and gives crazy orders and, as the good servants under him refuse to carry them out not to cause damage to their master, he beats servants and maids until they are taken ill and decline. And thinking that he is happy he says: "At last I relish being the master and feared by everybody". But what will happen to him? It will happen that the master will arrive when he least expects him, catching him perhaps in the very act of pocketing money or bribing some of the most unreliable servants. Then, I tell you, the master will throw him out, depriving him of his position as steward, and refusing to keep him among his servants, because it is not right to keep unfaithful traitors among honest people. And the more the master previously loved and instructed him, the more he will be punished.
Because
the more one is aware of the will and mind of the master, the more one is
obliged to fulfil it accurately. If one does not act as the master explained in
so great detail that nobody else was told so clearly, one will be severely
beaten, whereas an inferior servant, who knows little and does wrong while he
thinks he is doing right, will receive a less severe punishment. Much will be
requested of him who was given much, and he who has much in his care, will have
to return much, because My stewards will be asked to give an account also of the
soul of a baby one hour old.
My
election is not a cool relaxation in a flowery little wood. I came to bring fire
on the earth; and what can I wish for but that it may light up? That is why I
tire Myself and I want you to tire yourselves until you die and until the whole
earth is a celestial bonfire. I am to be baptised with a baptism. And how
distressed I will be until it is accomplished! Are you not asking why? Because
through it I will be able to make you Fire‑bearers, agitators who will act in every and against every social stratum, to make it
one thing only: the flock of Christ.
Do
you think that I have come to bring peace to the earth? And according to the way
of thinking of the earth? No. On the contrary, I came to bring discord and
separation. Because from now on, and until the whole world becomes one only
flock, of five people in one house two will be against three, and the father
will be against his son, and the son against the father, the mother against her
daughters and the daughters against the mother and mothers‑in‑law and
daughters‑in‑law will have a further reason not to understand each other,
because a new language will be spoken by some lips, and it will be like Babel,
because a deep disturbance will agitate the reign of human and superhuman
affections. Then the time will come when everything will be unified in a new
language, spoken by all those who have been saved by the Nazarene, and feelings
will be filtered like water, as the dross will sink to the bottom, while the
limpid waves of celestial lakes will shine on the surface.
Truly, it is not restful to serve Me, according to the meaning man attaches to that word. Heroism and indefatigability are required. But I tell you that at the end it will be Jesus, still and always Jesus, Who will gird His waist to serve you, and will sit with you at an eternal banquet and all labour and sorrow will be forgotten.
Now,
since no one has been looking for us, let us go to the lake. We shall rest at
Magdala. In the gardens of Mary of Lazarus there is room for everybody and she
has put her house at the disposal of the Pilgrim and His friends. There is no
need for Me to tell you that Mary of Magdala died with her sin and she has risen
again from her repentance as Mary of Lazarus, the woman disciple of Jesus of
Nazareth. You are already aware of that because the news spread like the fury of
the wind in a forest. But I will tell you something you do not know: all the
personal wealth of Mary is for the servants of God and the poor people of
Christ. Let us go...»
276. In the Garden of Mary of Magdala: Love
for One's Neighbour.
16th September
1945.
Jesus
is no longer where He was during the last vision. He is in a large garden which
extends as far as the lake, and in the middle of it there is a house surrounded
by the garden, which at the rear of the house is at least three times as large
as on the front and sides. There are flowers, but above all trees, thickets and
green nooks, some around fountain‑basins of precious marbles, some like bowers
around tables and stone seats. And there must have been statues here and there,
both along the paths and in the centre of the basins. Only the pedestals of the
statues are now left as a remembrance, near laurel and box shrubs or reflected
in the basins full of limpid water.
The
presence of Jesus with His disciples and of people from Magdala, among whom
there is little Benjamin who dared to tell the Iscariot that he was a bad man,
makes me think that they are the gardens of the Magdalene's house... which have
been conveniently altered for a new function by removing what might have
disgusted or scandalised or reminded one of the past.
The lake is a grey‑blue crêpe reflecting the sky, where clouds are sailing swiftly, laden with the first autumn rain. But it is beautiful even so, in the still placid light of a day which is not clear but not entirely rainy. Its shores are no longer covered with flowers, they are however painted by the great painter which is autumn and they show ochre and purple hues and the exhausted pallor of the withering leaves of trees and vineyards, which change colour before yielding to the earth their living clothing. In the garden of a villa overlooking the lake like this one, there is a spot which has turned red, as if it poured blood into the water, due to the presence of a hedge of flexible branches, which autumn has coloured with a blazing copper hue, while the willow‑trees spread along the shore, not far from the garden, seem to be trembling, as their slender silver‑green leaves quiver and look paler than usual before dying.
Jesus
is not looking at what I am watching. He is looking at some poor sick people
whom He cures. He is looking at some old beggars to whom He gives some money. He
is looking at some children offered to Him by their mothers that He may bless
them. And He is looking pitifully at a group of sisters, who are informing Him
of the behaviour of their only brother, who has caused their mother to die of a
broken heart and has brought about their ruin, and the poor women beg Him to
give them some advice and to pray for them.
«I
will certainly pray for you. I will ask God to give you peace and I will pray
for him, that he may turn and remember that you are his sisters, giving you what
is fair and above all that he may love you once again. Because if he does that,
he will do everything else. But do you love him, or have you a grudge against
him? Do you forgive him wholeheartedly or is there anger in your tears? Because
he is unhappy, too. More than you are. And notwithstanding his riches, he is
poorer than you are, and you must pity him. He no longer loves and is without
the love of God. See how unhappy he is? The sad life he made you lead will end
in happiness for you and first of all for your mother. But not for him. On the
contrary, from the false present enjoyment he would pass to an eternal dreadful
torture. Come with Me. By speaking to you I will speak to
everybody.»
And
Jesus goes towards the centre of a meadow, where once there must have been a
statue and the site is now strewn with groups of flowers. Only the pedestal is
now left and it is surrounded by a low hedge of myrtle and miniature roses.
Jesus goes towards that hedge and begins to speak. The people become silent and
crowd round Him.
«Peace
be with you. Listen.
It
is written: "Love your neighbour as you love yourself". But who is our
neighbour? The whole of mankind, in a general meaning. In a narrower sense all
our countrymen; in an even narrower sense, all our fellow citizens; then in a
more and more narrow meaning, all our relatives; finally, the last circle of
this crown of love closed like the petals of a rose round the heart of the
flower, the love for our full‑brothers: our first neighbour. God is the centre
of the heart of the flower of love, so love for Him is the first to be had.
Around His centre there is the love for our parents, the second to be had,
because father and mother are really the little "God" on the earth, as they
procreated us and cooperated with God to our creation, besides taking care of us
with untiring love. The various love rings press round that ovary which shines
with pistils and exhales the perfume of the most choice love. The first is the
love for our brothers born of the same womb and same blood as
ourselves.
How
is our brother to be loved? Only because his flesh and blood are the same as
ours? Even the little birds which are together in one nest can do that. In fact,
this is all they have in common: they were born in the same brood and have on
their tongues the flavour of their father's and mother's saliva. We men are
worth more than birds. We have more than flesh and blood. We have the Father
besides having a father and mother. We have a soul and we have God, the Father
of all men. So we must love our brother as a brother, because of our father and
mother who gave birth to us, and as a brother because of God Who is the
universal Father.
We
must love him, therefore, spiritually not only corporeally. We must love him not
only because of his body and blood, but because of the spirit which we have in
common. And we must love, as it is to be loved, the spirit of our brother more
than his body. Because the spirit is more important than the body. Because the
Father God is more important than the man father. Because the spirit is worth
more than the flesh. Because our brother would be much more unhappy if he lost
the Father God than he would be if he lost his man father. It is heart‑rending
to be deprived of the man father, but it is only half an orphanhood. It is
detrimental only to what is earthly, that is to our need for help and caresses.
But the spirit, if it can believe, is not damaged by the death of the father. On
the contrary, in order to join the just father where he is, the spirit of the
son rises as if it were attracted by a loving force. And I tell you solemnly
that that is love, love for God and for the father, who has ascended with his
soul to the place of wisdom. He ascends to the place where he is closer to God
and acts with greater rectitude, because he does not lack true help, that is the
prayers of the father whom he now
loves perfectly, neither does he lack restraint due both to the certainty that the father does now see the deeds of his son, better than
he did in his lifetime, and to the desire to be able to join him through a holy
life.
That
is why one must take greater care of the spirit than of the body of the brother. It would
certainly be a very poor love if it took care of what is perishable, neglecting
what is not perishable and which, if neglected, may lose eternal joy. Too many
people tire themselves with useless things and worry themselves about what is of
comparative merit, losing sight of what is really necessary. Good sisters and
brothers must not worry only about keeping clothes tidy and having meals ready,
or helping their brothers with their work. But they must bend over their spirits
and listen to their voices, perceive their faults, and with loving patience busy
themselves to give them a wholesome holy spirit, if in those voices and faults
they see a danger for their eternal lives. And if their brother has sinned
against them, they must forgive him and get God to forgive him, through his
return to love, without which God will not forgive.
It
is written in Leviticus: "You must not bear hatred for your brother in your
heart, you must openly tell him of his offence, this way you will not take a sin
upon yourself because of him". But there is an abyss between not hating and
loving. You may think that aversion, detachment, indifference are not sins,
because they are not hatred. No. I have come to bring new light to love, and
consequently, to hatred, because what makes the former shine in every detail,
makes every detail of the latter shine as well. The very elevation to high
spheres of the former, brings out,
as a consequence, a greater detachment from the latter, because the higher love
ascends, the lower hatred seems to sink.
My
doctrine is perfection. It is refinement of feelings and judgement. It is truth
without metaphors and paraphrases. And I tell you that aversion, detachment and
indifference are already hatred. Simply because they are not love. Hatred is the
opposite of love. Can you find another name for aversion? For being detached
from a being? For indifference? He who loves has a liking for the person loved.
So if he dislikes him, he no longer loves him. He who loves, even if he is
separated materially from the person he loves, continues to be near him with his
spirit. So if one is detached with one's spirit from the other, one no longer
loves the other. He who loves is never indifferent towards the person he loves,
on the contrary he is interested in everything concerning that person. So if one
is indifferent towards another, it means that one does not love the other. You
can thus see that those three attitudes are branches of one plant: hatred. Now
what happens when we are offended by one whom we love? In ninety per cent of
cases, if hatred does not arise, aversion, detachment or indifference will
result. No. Do not do that. Do not freeze your hearts by means of those three
forms of hatred. Love.
But
you are asking yourselves: "How can we?". I reply to you: "As God can, as He
loves those who offend Him. A
sorrowful but still good love". You say: "How do we do that?". I am giving a new
law on the relationship with a guilty brother, and I say: "If your brother
offends you, do not humiliate him by reproaching him in public, but urge your
love to cover up your brother's fault in the eyes of the world". Because great
will be your merit in the eyes of God, by barring, out of love, every
satisfaction to your pride.
Oh! How man loves to let people know that he was offended and grieved thereby! Like a foolish beggar he does not go to a king asking for alms in gold, but he goes to other foolish beggars like himself asking for handfuls of ash and manure and mouthfuls of burning poison. That is what the world gives to the offended person who goes complaining and begging for comfort. God, the King, gives pure gold to him, who, being offended, goes without any grudge to weep only at His feet and ask Him, Love and Wisdom, for comfort of love and how to behave in the sorrowful circumstance. Therefore, if you want comfort, go to God and act with love.
I
say to you, correcting the old law: "If your brother has sinned against you, go
and correct him by yourself. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother
once again. And at the same time you have gained many blessings from God. If
your brother does not listen to you, but he rejects you persisting in his fault,
take with you two or three grave, clever, reliable witnesses, so that no one may
say that you are agreeable to his fault or indifferent to the welfare of his
soul, and go back to your brother with them, and kindly repeat your remarks in
their presence, so that the witnesses may be able to repeat that you have done
everything in your power to correct your brother in a holy way. Because that is
the duty of a good brother, since the sin committed by him against you is
detrimental to his soul, and you must take care of his soul. If that is of no
avail, inform the synagogue, so that he may be called to order in the name of
God. If even so he does not make amends and he rejects the synagogue or the
Temple as he rejected you, consider him as a publican and a
Gentile".
Do
that both with your full brothers and with the people you love. Because also
with your remote neighbour you must behave with holiness, generosity,
flexibility and love. And when it is a law‑suit and it is necessary to go to
court and you go with your adversary, I tell you, o man, who often find yourself
in greater evils through your own fault, to do everything in your power, while
you are on the way, to make your peace with him, whether you are right or wrong.
Because human justice is always imperfect and a shrewd man generally defeats
justice and the offender might be considered innocent, whilst you, who are
innocent, might be found guilty. And then not only your right would not be
acknowledged, but you would lose the case and from being innocent you would be
found guilty of slander and so the judge would hand you over to the law‑executor
who would not let you free until you had paid down to the last
penny.
Be conciliating. Does your pride suffer by it? Very well. Is money squeezed out of you? Better still. Providing your holiness increases. Do not feel nostalgia for gold. Do not crave for praises. Let God praise you. Ensure that you have your purse in Heaven. And pray for those who offend you. That they may make amends. If that happens, they themselves will give you back honour and goods. If they do not, God will.
Go,
now, because it is time for your meal. Let only the beggars stay and sit at the
apostolic table. Peace be with you.»
277. Jesus Sends the Seventy‑Two
Disciples.
17th September
1945.
After
the meal Jesus dismisses the poor guests and remains with His apostles and
disciples in the garden of Mary of Magdala. They sit at the very end of it, near
the calm water of the lake, on which some sailing boats are
fishing.
«They
will have a good catch » comments Peter who is watching
them.
«You
will have a good catch, too, Simon of Jonah.»
«Me,
my Lord? When? Do You want me to go out and fish for our food for tomorrow? I
will go at once and...»
«We
do not need any food in this house. You will have a good catch in future, in the
spiritual field. And most of these will be very good fishermen like you.
»
«Not
everyone, Master? » asks Matthew.
«Not
everyone. But those who will persevere and become My priests will have good
catches.»
«Conversions?
» asks James of Zebedee.
«They
will convert, forgive, lead back to God. Oh! so many
things.»
«Listen,
Master. You said before that if a man does not even listen to his brother in the
presence of witnesses, the synagogue is to admonish him. Now, if I have
understood correctly what You have been telling us since we met, I think that
the synagogue will be replaced by the Church, the thing that You want to found.
If so, where will we go to have our pig‑headed brothers admonished?
»
«You will do that yourselves, because you will be My Church. So believers will come to you, for advice for themselves or for advice for other people. I will tell you more. You will not be able only to give advice. You will be able to absolve in My Name. You will be able to release people from the chains of sin and you will be able to join two people who love each other so that they become one body. And what you do will be valid in the eyes of God, as if God Himself had done it. I tell you solemnly that whatever you bind on the earth will be bound in Heaven and whatever you absolve on the earth will be absolved in Heaven. And I say to you also, to make you understand the power of My Name, of brotherly love and prayer, that if two disciples of Mine, and I mean as such all those who will believe in the Christ, will gather together to ask for any just thing in My Name, that thing will be granted to them by My Father. Because prayer is a great power, brother union is a great power, My Name is a very great infinite power and so is My presence among you. And where two or three people are gathered in My Name, I shall be in the midst of them, and I will pray with them and the Father will not refuse anything to those who pray with Me. Many do not get what they ask for, because they pray by themselves, or they ask for what is illicit, or they pray with pride or sin in their hearts. Make your hearts pure, so that I can be with you, then pray and you will be heard.»
Peter
is thoughtful. Jesus notices it and asks him why. And Peter replies: «I am
thinking of the great duty to which we are destined. And I am afraid of it. I am
afraid I cannot accomplish it properly.»
«In
fact Simon of Jonah or James of Alphaeus or Philip, and so on, would not do it
properly. But Peter the priest, James the priest, Philip the priest or Thomas
will do very well because they will be acting together with Divine
Wisdom.»
«And...
how many times will we have to forgive our brethren? How many times if they sin
against the priests; and how many if they sin against God? Because, if things
will happen then, as they do now, they will certainly sin against us, since they
sin against You so many times. Tell me whether I have to forgive always or a
number of times. For instance, seven times, or more? »
«I
will not say to you seven times, but seventy times seven. An endless number.
Because also the Father of Heaven will forgive you many times, a great number of
times, and you ought to be perfect. So do as He does with you, because you will
represent God on the earth. Nay, listen. I will tell you a parable which will
help everybody.»
And Jesus, Who was surrounded by the apostles only, in a box thicket, goes towards the disciples who are respectfully gathered in a open space adorned with a fountain‑basin full of clear water. Jesus' smile is a like a sign that He is going to speak. And while He walks with long slow steps, so that in a few moments He covers a good distance without rushing, they are all delighted and press round Him as children gather round those who make them happy. It is a circle of keen faces, until Jesus leans against a tall tree and begins to speak.
«What
I said before to the people is to be completed for you who have been chosen from
the people. The apostle Simon of Jonah asked Me: "How many times must I forgive?
Whom? Why?". I replied to him privately and I will now repeat My reply as it is
fair that you should know now as well.
Listen
how many times, how and why you have to forgive. You must forgive as God
forgives, Who forgives a thousand times, if one sins a thousand times and
repents. Providing He sees that in man there is no will to sin, no pursuit of
what makes one sin and that sin is only the result of man's weakness. In the
case of voluntary persistence in sin there can be no forgiveness for sins
against the Law. But with regard to the grief such sins cause you individually,
you are to forgive them. Always forgive those who harm you. Forgive, so that you
may be forgiven, because you have sinned also against God and your brothers.
Forgiveness opens the Kingdom of Heaven both to him who is forgiven and to him
who forgives. It is like what happened to a king and his
servants.
A
king wanted to draw up the accounts with his servants. He called them one by
one, beginning with those who were in the highest positions. There was one who
owed the king ten thousand talents. But the servant could not pay back the
advance the king had given him to build his house and purchase all kinds of
goods, because in actual fact, for many more or less justified reasons, he had
not made a very diligent use of the money lent to him for that purpose. The king
and master was angry at his sloth and breakage of his word, and ordered him, his
wife, children and all his possessions to be sold until he settled his debt. But
the servant threw himself at the king's feet and weeping implored him: "Let me
go. Have a little more patience and I will give you back everything I owe you to
the last penny". The king was moved by so much distress ‑ he was a good king ‑
and not only agreed to his request, but when he heard that diseases had been the
cause of his lack of diligence and failure to pay, he also remitted his
debt.
The
servant went away happily. But on his way out he ran into another servant, a
poor fellow to whom he had lent one hundred denarii taken from the ten thousand
talents received from the king. As he felt sure of the king's protection he
thought everything was permissible to him and he seized the unhappy fellow by
the throat saying: "Give me what you owe me". In vain the man stooped weeping to
kiss his feet imploring: "Have mercy on me as I have had much bad luck. Have a
little patience and I will pay everything back to you to the last penny". The
cruel servant sent for militiamen and had the poor wreck taken to prison so that
he would make up his mind and pay him, or lose his freedom or his very
life.
The
friends of the unhappy man came to know about it, and being very upset, they
went and told the king and master, who, upon hearing the news, ordered the
pitiless servant to be brought before him and looking at him severely said: "You
wicked servant, I helped you the first time, that you might become merciful,
that you might become a rich man, then I helped you by remitting your debt when
you implored me to have patience. You did not have pity on your fellow servant,
whilst I, a king, had so much pity on you. Why did you not treat your fellow
servant as I treated you?". And in his anger he handed him over to the jailors
to be kept by them until he paid everything back, saying: "As he did not have
pity on one who owed him very little, while he had so much pity from me who am a
king, so I will no longer have pity on him".
And
that is how My Father will deal with you if you are pitiless towards your
brothers, if you are more guilty than a believer, after receiving so much from
God. Remember that it is your duty to be more faultless than anybody else.
Remember that God gives you a great treasure in advance, but He wants you to
render an account of it. Remember that no one must be able to grant love and
forgiveness like you.
Do
not be servants exacting much for yourselves and giving nothing to those who ask
you for help. As you do to others, it will be done to you. And you will be asked
to give an account of how other people behave, if they have been led to good or
to evil by your examples. Oh! If you have sanctified people, your glory in
Heaven will be really great! But, likewise, if you have been corrupters or only
sluggish in sanctifying, you will be severely punished.
I
say to you once again: if any of you does not feel like being the victim of his
own mission, let him go away. But let him not fall in it. I mean: let him not
fail in what is pernicious to his own and other people's perfection. And let him
have God as his friend, always forgiving your weak brothers from your hearts.
Then each of you, who will thus forgive, will be forgiven by God the
Father.
Our
stay has come to an end. The time of Tabernacles is close at hand. Those to whom
I spoke separately this morning, as from tomorrow will go ahead of Me announcing
Me to the people. Those who are staying must not lose heart. I have kept some of
them for prudential reasons, not because I disdain them. They will be staying
with Me and I will soon send them as I am now sending the first seventy‑two
disciples.
The
harvest is rich, but the labourers are too few compared to what is needed. So
there will be work for everyone. But that is not sufficient. So, without being
jealous, ask the Lord of the harvest to send new labourers to His harvest. In
the meantime, you may go. During the past days, the apostles and I have
completed your instructions on the work you have to do, and I have repeated to
you what I told the Twelve before sending them.
One
of you asked Me: "How will I cure in Your Name?". Always cure the spirit first.
Promise the sick people the Kingdom of God if they can believe in Me, and once
you have ascertained their faith, order the disease to depart and it will go
away. And do likewise with those whose souls are ill. Stimulate their faith
first of all. By means of sound words inspire them with Hope. I will then come
to grant them Divine Charity, as I put it into your hearts after you believed in
Me and hoped for Mercy. And be not afraid of men or of demons. They will not
hurt you. The only things you are to fear are: sensuality, pride, avarice.
Through them you would hand yourselves over to Satan and devilish men, who also
exist.
Go therefore, preceding Me along the roads of the Jordan. And when you arrive in Jerusalem go and join the shepherds in the valley of Bethlehem, and come with them to Me, in the place you know, and we will celebrate together the holy feast, and we will then go back to our ministry more invigorated than ever.
Go
in peace. I bless you in the holy Name of the Lord.»
278. Jesus Meets Lazarus at the Field of the
Galileans.
18th September
1945.
The
famous Field of the Galileans ‑ I think that is the meaning of the word used by
Jesus to point out the meeting place with the seventy‑two disciples sent ahead
of Him ‑ is part of the Mount of Olives, towards the road to Bethany, which
actually passes there. And it is precisely in this place that in a vision of
long ago, I saw Joachim and Anne camp with Alphaeus, then a little boy, near
other tents made with branches, at the Feast of the Tabernacles, which preceded
the conception of the Blessed Virgin.
The
summit of the Mount of Olives is smooth: everything is smooth and pleasant on
that mountain: the slopes, the view, the summit. It really inspires peace, clad
as it is with olive‑trees and silence. But not now. Because it is swarming with
people intent on making their tents. But generally it is a place of tranquillity
and meditation. On the left hand side, with respect to those facing north, there
is a light depression, and then another summit which is even smoother than the
previous one.
And
it is on this tableland that the Galileans camp. I do not know whether it is an
age‑old religious custom or whether they do so by order of the Romans to avoid
conflicts with Judaeans and peoples of other regions, who are never very kind to
Galileans. I do not know. I know that I can see many Galileans, amongst them
Alphaeus of Sarah from Nazareth; Judas, the old land owner from Merom; Jairus,
the head of the synagogue and other people from Bethsaida, Capernaum and other
towns in Galilee, but whose names I do not know.
Jesus points out the place where they should put up their tents, on the eastern edge of the Field of the Galileans. And the apostles, together with some disciples, among whom there is John the priest and John the scribe, Timoneus, the head of the synagogue, Stephen, Ermasteus, Joseph of Emmaus, Abel of Bethlehem in Galilee, begin to make their tents with branches.
While
they do so, Jesus speaks to some children from Capernaum, who have pressed round
Him asking Him dozens of questions and confiding to Him as many pieces of
information, when Lazarus arrives from the Bethany road with Maximinus, his
inseparable companion. Jesus is facing the opposite direction and cannot see
him. But the Iscariot does and he informs the Master, Who leaves the children
and goes towards His friend smiling. Maximinus stops a few steps behind, to
leave the two completely free in their first approach. And Lazarus covers the
last few yards, as fast as he can, walking more painfully than ever, with a
smile which trembles with pain on his lips and shines with tears in his eyes.
Jesus opens His arms and Lazarus falls on to His heart, bursting into
tears.
«What,
My dear friend? Are you still weeping?...» asks Jesus, kissing his temple. He is
so much taller than Lazarus, from His shoulders upwards, and looks even taller,
as Lazarus is bent in his embrace of love and respect.
At
last Lazarus looks up and says: «Yes, I am weeping. Last year I gave You the
pearls of my sad tears, it is therefore fair that I give You the pearls of my
tears of joy. Oh! Master, my Master! I think that there is nothing more humble
and holy than good tears... And I give them to You, to say: "Thank You" for my
Mary who is now a kind, happy, serene, pure good girl... Oh, much better than
when she was a little girl. And I, I who felt that I was much above her, in my
pride of an Israelite faithful to the Law, now I feel I am so tiny, so...
nothing, as compared to her, who is no longer a woman, but a flame. A
sanctifying flame. I... I cannot understand where she finds the wisdom, the
words, the actions, which edify the whole household. I look at her as one looks
at a mystery. But how could so much fire, such a jewel be hidden under so much
rottenness and be there comfortably? Neither I nor Martha can ascend where she
ascends. But how can she, if her wings were broken by vice? I do not
understand...»
«And
there is no need for you to understand. It is enough that I understand. But I
tell you that Mary has turned the powerful energy of her being towards Good. She
has bent her character towards Perfection. And since her character is of
powerful absolutism, she thrusts herself unreservedly on that way. She makes use
of her experience in evil to be as powerful in good as she was in evil and using
the same method of giving herself entirely, as she did in evil, she has given
herself entirely to God. She has understood the law of "love God with your whole
being, with your body, your soul and with all your strength". If Israel were
made of Maries, if the world were made of Maries, we would have the Kingdom on
God on the earth, as it will be in the most high Heaven.»
«Oh!
Master! And it is Mary of Magdala who deserves such
words!...»
«It
is Mary of Lazarus. The great friend, the sister of My great friend. How did you
know that I was here, if My Mother has not yet come to Bethany?
»
«The
steward of the Clear Water has come to me, by forced marches, and told me that
You were coming. Every day I sent a servant here. A little while ago he came
saying: "He has arrived and is at the Field of the Galileans". I left
immediately...»
«But
you are suffering...»
«So
much, Master! My legs...»
«And
you came. I would have come, soon...»
«My
anxiety to tell You my joy was tormenting me. I have had it in my heart for
months. A letter! How can a letter say such things? I could not wait any
longer... Will You come to Bethany? »
«Of
course. Immediately after the Feast.»
«You
are anxiously awaited... That Greek girl... What a mind! I speak very much with
her, anxious as she is to learn about God. But she is very well educated... and
I succumb, because I do not know certain things very well. It takes
You.»
«And
I will come. Now let us go to Maximinus, and then I beg You to be My guest. My
Mother will be happy to see you and you will be able to rest. She will soon be
here with the boy.»
And
they go to Maximinus who kneels down greeting Him...
279. The Seventy‑Two Disciples Report to
Jesus What They Have Done.
19th September
1945.
The
seventy‑two disciples come back at the long twilight of a clear October day with
Elias, Joseph and Levi. They are tired and covered with dust, but so happy! The
three shepherds are happy that they are now free to serve the Master. They are
happy also because, after so many years of separation, they are with their
companions of long ago. The seventy‑two are happy because they have accomplished
their first mission satisfactorily. Their faces shine more than the little lamps
which light up the little tents built for the large group of
pilgrims.
Jesus' tent is in the centre and under it there is the Blessed Virgin with Marjiam who helps Her to prepare supper. Around it there are the tents of the apostles. Mary of Alphaeus is in the tent of James and Judas; Mary Salome and her husband are in John and James'; in the one near it there is Susanna with her husband, who is not an apostle or disciple... officially,... but he must have made a claim to stay there, since he granted his wife permission to be entirely of Jesus. Then, around them, there are the tents of the disciples, some of whom are with their families, some without. And those who are alone, as most of them are, have joined one or more companions. John of Endor has taken in the solitary Ermasteus, but he has endeavoured to be as close as possible to Jesus' tent, so that Marjiam often goes to him, taking one thing or another and cheering him up with the words of an intelligent child who is happy to be with Jesus, Mary and Peter, and at a feast as well.
After
supper Jesus goes towards the slopes of the olive grove and the disciples follow
Him all together.
When
they are far from the babel and the crowd, after praying together, they report
to Jesus in greater detail than they were able to do before, among those going
and coming. And they are amazed and happy when they say: «Do You know, Master,
that not only diseases but also demons obeyed us because of the power of Your
Name? What a wonderful thing, Master! We poor men were able to release a man
from the dreadful power of a demon, only because You had sent us!...» and they
tell of many cases which happened here or there. Only of one possessed they say:
«His relatives, or rather his mother and neighbours brought him to us by force.
But the demon scoffed at us saying: "I have come back here by his will after the
Nazarene had driven me out and I will not leave him again because he loves me
more than he loves your Master and he looked for me" and with indomitable
strength he suddenly tore the man away from those who were holding him and
hurled him down a precipice. We ran to see whether he had been dashed to pieces.
He had not! He was running like a young gazelle repeating curses and quips not
really of this world... We felt sorry for his mother... But he!... Oh! can the
demon do all that? »
«All
that and much more » says Jesus sadly.
«Perhaps
if You had been there...»
«No.
I admonished him: "Go and do not relapse into your sin". But he did. He knew he
wanted evil and he agreed. He is lost. There is a difference between a man who
is possessed the first time through his ignorance and a man who wants to be
possessed knowing that by doing so he sells himself again to the demon. But do
not speak of him. He is a member cut off without hope. He is a volunteer of
Evil. Let us rather praise the Lord for the victories He granted you. I know the
name of the culprit and the names of those who have been saved. I could see
Satan fall from heaven like a thunderbolt through your merits joined to My Name.
Because I saw also your sacrifices, your prayers, the love with which you went
towards unhappy people to do what I had told you to do. You have acted with love
and God blessed you. Others will do what you do, but they will do it without
love. And they will not get conversions... But do not rejoice because you have
subdued spirits, but rejoice because your names are written in Heaven. Never
remove them from there...»
«Master,
when will those come who will not get conversions? Perhaps when You are no
longer with us? » asks one of the disciples whose name I do not
know.
«No,
Agapo. Any time.»
«What?
Also when You teach and love us? »
«Yes.
I will always love you, also when you are far from Me. My love will always come
to you and you will perceive it.»
«Oh!
that is true. I perceived it one evening when I was vexed because I did not know
how to reply to one who was asking me questions. I was on the point of running
away shamefully. But I remembered Your words: "Be not afraid. You will be given
at the right moment the words to be spoken" and I invoked You in my spirit. I
said: "Jesus certainly loves me. I am calling His love to assist me" and Your
love came to me. Like a fire, a light... a strength... The man before me was
watching me sneering ironically and winking at his friends. He was sure to win
the argument. I opened my mouth and it was like a river of words which flowed
out joyfully from my silly mouth. Master, did You really come, or was it an
illusion? I do not know. I know that at the end the man - he was a young scribe
‑ threw his arms round my neck saying: "You are blessed and blessed is He who
has led you to such wisdom" and he seemed anxious to find You. Will he
come?»
«Man's
thoughts are as labile as words written on water, and his will is as restless as
the wing of a swallow flying about for its last meal of the day. But pray for
him... Yes. I did come to you. And Matthias and Timoneus, and John of Endor and
Simon and Samuel and Jonah: they all had Me. Some were conscious of My presence,
some were not. But I was with you. And I shall be with those who serve Me with
love and truth for ever and ever.»
«Master,
You have not yet told us whether among those who are present there will be
someone without love...»
«It
is not necessary to know that. It would be lack of love on My part to instigate
indignation towards a companion who is not capable of
loving.»
«But
are there any? You can tell us that...»
«Yes,
there are. Love is the simplest, sweetest and rarest thing there is, and even
when it is sown, it does not always take root.»
«But
if we do not love You, who can? » There is almost anger among the apostles and
disciples who are upset by suspicion and sorrow.
Jesus
closes His eyes. He conceals them that they may give no hint. But He makes a
resigned, kind, sad gesture with His hands, which He stretches out with open
palms, His gesture of resigned confession and admission and He says: «That is
how it should be. But it is not so. Many do not know themselves yet. But I know
them. And I pity them.»
«Oh!
Master! Is it I perhaps? » asks Peter going close to Jesus, squeezing poor
Marjiam between himself and the Master and throwing his short muscular arms
towards the shoulders of Jesus Whom he grasps and shakes, looking mad with the
terror of being one who does not love Jesus.
Jesus
opens His bright but sad eyes and looking at Peter's inquisitive and frightened
face, He says to him: «No, Simon of Jonah. Not you. You know how to love and you
will love more and more. You are My Stone, Simon of Jonah. A good stone. I will
lay on it the things dearest to Me and I am sure that you will support them
without any disturbance.»
«And
I? », «I? », «I? ». The question is being repeated like an echo from mouth to
mouth.
«Peace!
Peace! Be calm and endeavour, all of you, to possess
love.»
«But
which of us knows how to love most? »
Jesus
looks round at everyone: a smiling caress... He then lowers His eyes and looks
at Marjiam still squeezed between Himself and Peter and pushing Peter aside a
little, He turns the boy round with his face towards the little crowd and says:
«Here is he who knows how to love most among you. The boy. But you, whose cheeks
are covered with beards and whose hair is grey, must not tremble with fear.
Whoever is born again in Me becomes "a child". Oh! go in peace! Praise God Who
called you, because you really see with your eyes the wonders of the Lord.
Blessed are those who will also see what you see. Because I assure you that many
prophets and kings desired to see what you see, but they did not see it, and
many patriarchs would have liked to know what you know, but they did not know,
and many just people would have liked to hear what you hear but they were not
able to hear it. But from now on those who love Me, will know
everything.»
«And
after? When You have gone, as You say? »
«Afterwards you will speak on My behalf. And later... Oh! large groups, not by number but by grace, of those who will see, know and hear what you now see, know and hear! Oh! large beloved multitudes of My "little‑big" ones! Eternal eyes, eternal minds, eternal ears! How can I explain to you, who are around Me, what this eternal living will be, rather than eternal, endless living of those who will love Me and whom I will love to the extent of abolishing time, and they will be "the citizens of Israel" even if they live when Israel will be simply the remembrance of a nation, and they will be the contemporaries of Jesus living in Israel. And they will be with Me and in Me, until they learn what time has cancelled and pride has confused. What name shall I give them? You apostles, you disciples, the believers will be called "Christians". And those? What name will they have? A name known only in Heaven. What reward will they receive from the earth? My kiss, My voice, the warmth of My body. All Myself. I, they. They, I. Utter communion... Go. I will stay to delight My spirit in the contemplation of those who in future will know and love Me in an absolute manner. Peace be with you.»
280. At the Temple for the
Tabernacles.
20th September
1945.
Jesus
is going to the Temple. The male disciples precede Him in groups, the women
disciples follow Him, also in groups, that is, His Mother, Mary of Clopas, Mary
Salome, Susanna, Johanna of Chuza, Eliza of Bethzur, Annaleah of Jerusalem,
Martha and Marcella. The Magdalene is not there. The twelve apostles and Marjiam
are around Jesus.
Jerusalem
is in the pomp of its solemn festivities. There are people in every street and
from every country. Singing, talking, whispering of prayers, the cursing of
ass‑drivers, the weeping of children can be heard everywhere. And above all the
confusion there is the clear sky visible between houses and a pleasant sunshine
which brightens up the colours of garments and enlivens the dying shades of
pergolas and trees, glimpses of which can be caught here and there, beyond the
walls of closed gardens and terraces.
Jesus
at times meets acquaintances and their greetings are more or less respectful
according to the mood of the person He meets. Gamaliel in fact bows deeply but
superciliously and stares at Stephen, who smiles at him from the group of
disciples and whom Gamaliel calls aside, after bowing to Jesus, and says a few
words to him. Stephen then goes back to his group. The salutation of Cleopas of
Emmaus, the old head of the synagogue, is revering; he is on his way to the
Temple with his fellow citizens. As harsh as a curse is the reply of the
Pharisees of Capernaum to Jesus' greeting. Johanah's peasants, led by their
steward, greet Jesus by throwing themselves on the ground and kissing His feet
in the dust of the road.
The crowds are amazed and stop to watch the group of men who at a cross‑roads prostrate themselves with a cry at the feet of a young man, who is neither, a Pharisee nor a famous scribe, who is neither a satrap nor a powerful courtier, and some ask who he is and a whisper spreads: «He is the Rabbi of Nazareth, the one who is said to be the Messiah.» Proselytes and Gentiles then crowd inquisitively, pressing the group against the wall, causing obstruction in the little square, until a group of ass‑drivers scatters them shouting imprecations. But the crowd soon gathers again, separating women from men, in a harsh demanding manner which is also a manifestation of faith. Everybody wishes to touch Jesus' garments, say a word to Him, ask Him questions. Their efforts are quite futile, because in their haste, in their anxiety and restlessness to move forward, they push one another so that no one is successful and even questions, and answers become muddled in the babel.
The
only one who disregards the scene is Marjiam's grandfather, who replied with a
shout to his grandson's shout, and immediately after revering the Master has
clasped the boy to his heart and remaining thus, sitting back on his heels, his
knees on the ground, is holding him on his lap, admiring and caressing him with
tears and joyful kisses, asking him questions and listening to him. The old man
is already in Paradise, so happy as he is.
The
Roman troops rush to the spot thinking there is a brawl and they push through
the crowd. But when they see Jesus they smile and withdraw tranquilly and merely
advise the people present to clear out of the important cross‑roads. Jesus obeys
at once, taking advantage of the space made by the Romans, who are walking a few
steps ahead of Him, as if they were making way for Him, whereas in actual fact
they are going back to their outpost; the Roman guard has in fact been
reinforced, as if Pilate were aware of the ill‑feeling of the crowds and were
afraid of an insurrection when Jerusalem is full of Jews from all over. And it
is beautiful to see Him go, preceded by the Roman squad, like a king, to whom
they make way, while he goes to his possessions.
When
passing by, He says to the boy and the old man: «Remain together and follow Me »
and to the steward: «Please leave your men with Me. They will be My guests until
this evening.»
The
steward replies respectfully: «Everything will be done as You wish » and he goes
away after bowing deeply.
The
Temple is now close at hand and the swarming of the crowds, just like ants near
the ant‑nest, is even denser, when one of Johanah's peasants shouts: «There is
our master! » and falls on his knees to greet him, imitated by all the
others.
Jesus remains standing in the middle of a group of people prostrated, because the peasants had gathered round Him. He turns round looking towards the place pointed out by the peasant, and meets the glance of a Pharisee pompously dressed, whom I have already seen, but I do not know where.
Johanah,
the Pharisee, is with other people of his caste: a heap of precious clothes of
fringes, buckles, sashes, phylacteries, all larger than common ones. Johanah
looks at Jesus attentively: a glance of mere curiosity, but not disrespectful.
Nay, his salutation is a stiff one: just a slight inclination of the head. But
it is a greeting to which Jesus replies respectfully. Two or three more
Pharisees greet Him, whilst others look scornfully or pretend to be looking
elsewhere, only one hurls an insult and the people near Jesus start, and even
Johanah turns round immediately, fulminating with his eyes the offender, a man
younger than he is, with hard conspicuous features.
Once
they have gone by and the peasants dare to speak, one of them says: «That is
Doras, Master", the one who cursed You.»
«Never
mind. I have you who bless Me » replies Jesus calmly.
Leaning
against an archivolt there is Manaen with other people, and as soon as he sees
Jesus, he raises his arms with a cry of joy: «This is surely a joyous day, as I
found You! » and he moves towards Jesus, followed by those who are with him. He
reveres Jesus under the shady archivolt, where voices resound like under a
dome.
While
Manaen is greeting Jesus, His cousins Simon and Joseph pass near the apostolic
group with other Nazarenes... but they do not even say hullo... Jesus looks at
them sadly but does not say anything. Judas and James speak to each other
excitedly, Judas quivers with rage and runs away, resisting restraint by his
brother. But Jesus calls him with such a commanding voice: «Judas, come here! »
that Alphaeus' vexed son comes back... «Leave them alone. They are like seed
which has not yet felt springtime. Leave them in the dark of the insensitive
sod. I will penetrate it just the same, even if the sod should become jasper
closed round the seed. I will do it in due time.»
But
the weeping of Mary of Alphaeus, who is desolate, resounds louder than the
answer of Judas of Alphaeus. The long weeping of a distressed person... But
Jesus does not turn round to comfort her although her groaning is very clearly
heard under the archivolt resounding with echoes.
He
continues to speak to Manaen who says to Him: «These are disciples of John's and
have come with me. Like me, they want to be Yours.
«Peace be with good disciples. Over there
are Matthias, John and Simeon, who are now with Me for good. I welcome you as I
welcomed them, because everything that comes from the holy Precursor is dear to
Me.»
They
have now reached the enclosure of the Temple. Jesus gives instructions to the
Iscariot and Simon Zealot for the ritual purchases and offerings. He then calls
John, the priest, and says to him: «Since you come from this place, make
arrangements to invite some Levites whom you know to be worthy of becoming
acquainted with the Truth. Because this year I can really celebrate a joyful
feast. Never again will the day be so pleasant...»
«Why,
my Lord? » asks John, the scribe.
«Because
I have you around Me, all of you, either with your visible presence or with your
souls.»
«But
we shall always be! And many more with us » states the apostle John
emphatically. And everybody echoes him.
Jesus
smiles, but remains silent, while John, the priest, goes away, to the Temple,
together with Stephen, to carry out the order. Jesus shouts after him: «Join us
at the Porch of the Pagans.»
They
enter and almost immediately they meet Nicodemus, who bows deeply, but does not
approach Jesus. But he exchanges with Jesus a meaningful smile full of
peace.
While
the women stop where they are allowed, Jesus goes with the men to the place of
Jews, to pray, and after accomplishing the rite, He comes back to join those who
are waiting for Him at the Porch of the Pagans.
The
very large and high porches are crowded with people listening to the lessons of
the rabbis. Jesus directs His steps to the spot where the two apostles and the
two disciples sent ahead are standing waiting for Him. He is soon surrounded by
people, as many people, spread in the crowded marble court, join the apostles
and disciples. Curiosity is such that some disciples of rabbis also approach the
circle round Jesus, but I do not know whether they do so spontaneously or
because their masters have sent them.
Jesus asks point blank: «Why are you pressi